इस बार नही !

इस बार नही 

इस बार जब वो छोटी सी बच्ची मेरे पास अपनी खरॉच लेकर आएगी 

मै उसे फू-फू कर नही बहलाऊगा,पनपने दूँगा उसकी टीस को !

इस बार जब मै चेहरॉ पर दर्द लिखा देखूँगा,नही गाऊँगा गीत पीड़ा भुला देने वाले !

दर्द को रिसने दूँगा, उतरने दूँगा अंदर गहरे ,

इस बार मै ना मरहम लगाऊँगा,

ना ही ऊठाऊँगा रुई के फाहे,

और ना ही कहूँगा के तुम आँखे बंद कर लो, गर्दन उधर कर लो मै दवा लगाता हूँ!

दिखने दूँगा सबको खुले नंगे घाव,

इस बार जब उलझने देखूँगा,छ्टपटाहट देखूँगा, नही दौड़ूँगा उलझी डोर लपेटने

उलझने दूँगा जब तक उलझ सके!

इस बार नही... 

इस बार कर्म का हवाला देकर नही उठाऊँगा औज़ार

नही करूँगा फिरसे एक नयी शुरुआत,

नही बनूंगा मिसाल एक कर्मयोगी की,

नही आने दूँगा जिंदगी को आसानीसे पटरी पर,

उतरने दूँगा उसे कीचड़ मे, टेढ़े-मेढ़े रस्तो पर

नही सूखने दूँगा दीवारों पर लगा खून,

हलका नही पड़ने दूँगा उसका रंग,

इस बार नही बनने दूँगा उसे इतना लाचार

के पान की पीक और खून का फ़र्क ही ख़तम हो जाए,

इस बार नही... इस बार घावों को देखना हैं गौर से

थोड़ा लंबे समय तक,

कुछ फ़ासले और उसके बाद हौसले,

कहीं तो शुरुआत करनी ही होगी,

इस बर....यहि तय किया हैं !!!

-By Prasoon Joshi-On 26/11 ;Mumbai attack-A Hurt,Regretful,Indian-

Mumbai Attack

Who is the Culprit??ARE WE OUR SELF THE CULPRIT !******This Pause means I wanna give my countrymen some time to think, think before they just begin another day of their life.The catastrophe has moved me and I know I am responsible for the time my people have to witness in their lives.Its time when we all need to stand together against this,its time not for resignation its time for Action,its time for reassessment of the flaw that is within us.Are we our self culprit of bringing such a fate of this nation???Right from the Malegaon blasts or Jaipur blasts or Ahmedabad blasts,The sixth sense was itching high to smell such fate of nation which we are facing today.I sincerely believe our forces are well equipped to combat every fight but why do we need to combat if we could pervade the situation from being one which is raising its head now.We need to bring a change within us.To feel our self secure and independent,I genuinely believe its the sole discretion of the individual to feel independently secure.So if today the nation is urging its security,I want you all to re assess if the present fate is brought by us only.we need to stand together in our opinions & stand together for a purpose.So what are we waiting for??A leader to come! The leader whom u elect by vote.wherein you search for the least corrupt person,Least in genuine among the heard of those with fluke promises.You yourself are the leader.You have to take the initiative.Stop corrupting yourself.Why u blame ministers to be corrupt,why do u go to ministers for favours for wrong things to hide sins you have committed,why do u offer bribe to TTE to get a seat in Train,Why are you not so generous in offering some respite to the common man standing near you,Why do we not care of our surroundings to be clean,why don't we care not to throw and dump unnecessary garbage into drains to convert them into blogged lobbies only to flood or overflow in heavy downpour, why we as contractors as sheer greed of saving some more money supply Cheap and in efficient things to each and every department of ministry be it irrigation,be it building roads,dams and bridges that collapse as seem many times in Delhi and Bangalore in course of its construction itself let alone think about next 20 years for them to sustain.Be it military(the cheap bullet proof jackets in news recently).These are mere few examples of how we deviate or part eyes from our responsibilities and next is how all this support terrorism to grow raise its ugly head.Why do we assume ways of shortcuts for money by smuggling goods off the shore of Mumbai,when I saw pictures of Mumbai earlier around TAJ.I always used to question myself,who would be looking after the people who would be coming through this way and how easy it is for anyone to cross man and machine easily through this passage which is enjoying the same liberty of movement when VASCO DE GAMA and Portugues entered mumbai through this passage long back in time,then why do people have a mad race for Visas and other formalities to leave for other country.As every now and then I used to hear news that lots of smuggled goods come from Sea way in Mumbai port,that is the key what terrorists found if they can smuggle Diesel,Luxury accessories then why not weapons for destruction of Mumbai also.

And gimme a pause where do the money for all this come form.?? Who Finance this terror.Read this and analyse.This truth is indeed mind boggling.It comes from you! yes,u give them money for the purpose..wanna know how ...Read this....

Tirupati, Dagdusheth, siddhivinayak, shirdi , Vaishno devi trust.. are just the few to name big trusts who recieve enormous money every year in name of religion from FOOLISH POOR Indians, people believe in secret donations...where in Millions Of rupees donated every year to these places,They are directly or indirectly the money of TRUST,the owner of trust,some mathadhish, sadhu sant, Sadhvi Pragya,Dayand pandy or Amritanand kind of people, of this tonnes of rupees even a handful is enough to finance terror in international terrorism network........ this is just one part.

People attending Rave parties and consuming DRUGS and Liquor and all what not , where do the drugs come from,ultimate Pakistan where it is grown in abundance or from ARAB countries, which is house to real terrorism the world is facing today, All thanks to the Potential drug market they have found in our country to sell their drugs to vandalise our folks and to finance their terrorism acts and not going very far metropolitan I am a eye witness to these products being sold and consumed openly even in smallest of Indian towns, small and big universities and colleges.

The bollywood people sending RANSOM for survival in terror of Dawood in Mumbai in sum of Crores.And I don't think anyone would ever suspect the possible links of Dawood and other terrorist organizations.Its Industrialists and corporates who endorse heavily to these stars for minimal product advertisements and these people find it very easy to extract money from weak stars,who feel it better to throw easily earned money than to take step against it who are already troubled by media and the industry life...

All I wanna say is:

IT'S WE WHO HAVE MADE OUR NATION CRIPPLED BEFORE TERRORISM BY OUT OWN CLUMSY ACTS AND WE MUST START CHANGING OUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS INDEPENDENCE AND SELF SECURITY.

SRISHTI 2008

SRISHTI 2008 from 29th feb to 2nd march 2008:Two of my friends in a usual afternoon hence project class, Robin and Himanshu came to my room inviting me to come for annual hobbies club exhibition cum project competition in IIT ROORKEE.Dats just 2 days befor we had to leave,I had to make up my mind and prepare for the best to present there coz when we r going so far,it was clear in our minds that we are there just to achieve something,next day in a usual boring class of MIS while half sleeping I made plans and sought for a great experience in roorkee,still had doubts if I can make it in just an evening,I still had come up with the decision if I can make it true.

Amidst all doubts, I left for champa from Durg in janshatabdi on 26th feb 08 to get my collection and prepare for PHILATELY AND NUMISMATICS completition(Any how when ur in doubts things will never work as expectd only to worsen the situation I found Janshatabdi sheduled to arrive at 1700 HRS was 2 hrs late that day.I waked up eary next day and prepared for the presentation of stamps and coins in sheets , greatly helped by didi(Her fashin design degree was worth for the second time,first being when she stitched buttons to my shirt n altered my jeans length for which I used to pay not less than 40 bucks a pair)and Papa.I got confirmed ticket 3 hrs B4 the train departure(something miracle to expect in Indian railways,but fate wanted us to be there.)

I boarded chhattisgarh express on 27th feb 1300HRS from champa to saharanpur where Robin and Himanshu joined me in durg on way.

In train we are always lucky to have beautiful company but some seats away,neways when I m getting bored I make best efforts to get my prey and again I did it.Shivani arora a NATIONAL LAW college student and classmate of my old classmate Abhinav sharma,about whom I got to know recently and according to shivani we two resemble a lot.Without any delay I called up Abhinav while being in Roaming in train,I was interested more in shivani than in my old classmate.

We reached saharanpur at 0200 HRS and boadred for roorkee to reach at 0400 HRS,as the day broke we reached at what was just a dream till date, IIT roorkee main gate & soon Ashwini a young polite and final year student,convenor srishti 2008 escorted us to TV room of GOVIND BHAVAN where we got the accomodation.Reaching there at 0400 Hrs, time before day break,we could all find was students in hobbies club to complete the experiments in electronic workshop,joining circut and fabrication there models,fine arts students arranging paintings while a tall beard man with pony tails was trying to colour a masterpiece of his life at odd hrs of day,Star gazing section students were still gazing at stars, some playing computer games and some busy cathing up there favourit music sitting aloof,one smart chap in INDUSCAFE Tshirt(Designed by Industrial n production engineering student) was catching up a sweet sleep in computer lab in a thin GADDA.Best part was they were doing these things of there own with a sense of belonging for there richly developed labs n workshop.This is what IIT students are made for and why they are known in world ,this make them different from rest in world.

We prepared stamps sheets and pasted coins in sheets and made them ready to be displayed in exhibition with gud hopes to bag a prize.We were amazed to find all the students of IIT R to be polite , down to earth and best in moods everytime to learn and share the knowledge , much opposite to our presumption.There labs are open 24x7 for the students and depends on students,they make use of it and not harm things there,well equipped labs with 5 desktops, printers,accessories and even a gadda in floor in case any1 wants a short nap amidst work at odd hrs of night was a delight to witness.

Central libray has another kind of air inside, at 12 pm night we saw students coming to library and at every corner we could find the comfort and silence prevailing with books spread on table and students seemed basically interested only in knowledge.

No madness for long phone chats,no party plans of great, no LADKIBAAJI no FAAANTA BAAJI at all.

At the end of day we were left with great memories to remember for the rest of our life but then we have got to realize its just a start if we wanna continue this kind of work. 

We got three 1st prizes in PHILATELY NUMISMATICS AND ELECTRONIC DESIGN PROJECT FOR Electronic Voting machine.Major part of EVM belongs to Robin and Himashu and for Stamps and Coins thankz to papa to imbibe that hobby to me as well.

Chief of army cantonment in ROORKEE presented us with our awards amidst huge applause in IIT Roorkee Auditorium.NDTV people covered the whole project work and we had all there to feel an ALL INDIA level competition.

CONGRATULATION!!

TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING IN LIFE JUST DARE TO DREAMS AND WORK FOR IT,SUCCESS IS JUST FEW CLICKS AWAY,WAITING TO BE CLICKED .........!~!~!~!~!~!~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!