इस बार नही !

इस बार नही 

इस बार जब वो छोटी सी बच्ची मेरे पास अपनी खरॉच लेकर आएगी 

मै उसे फू-फू कर नही बहलाऊगा,पनपने दूँगा उसकी टीस को !

इस बार जब मै चेहरॉ पर दर्द लिखा देखूँगा,नही गाऊँगा गीत पीड़ा भुला देने वाले !

दर्द को रिसने दूँगा, उतरने दूँगा अंदर गहरे ,

इस बार मै ना मरहम लगाऊँगा,

ना ही ऊठाऊँगा रुई के फाहे,

और ना ही कहूँगा के तुम आँखे बंद कर लो, गर्दन उधर कर लो मै दवा लगाता हूँ!

दिखने दूँगा सबको खुले नंगे घाव,

इस बार जब उलझने देखूँगा,छ्टपटाहट देखूँगा, नही दौड़ूँगा उलझी डोर लपेटने

उलझने दूँगा जब तक उलझ सके!

इस बार नही... 

इस बार कर्म का हवाला देकर नही उठाऊँगा औज़ार

नही करूँगा फिरसे एक नयी शुरुआत,

नही बनूंगा मिसाल एक कर्मयोगी की,

नही आने दूँगा जिंदगी को आसानीसे पटरी पर,

उतरने दूँगा उसे कीचड़ मे, टेढ़े-मेढ़े रस्तो पर

नही सूखने दूँगा दीवारों पर लगा खून,

हलका नही पड़ने दूँगा उसका रंग,

इस बार नही बनने दूँगा उसे इतना लाचार

के पान की पीक और खून का फ़र्क ही ख़तम हो जाए,

इस बार नही... इस बार घावों को देखना हैं गौर से

थोड़ा लंबे समय तक,

कुछ फ़ासले और उसके बाद हौसले,

कहीं तो शुरुआत करनी ही होगी,

इस बर....यहि तय किया हैं !!!

-By Prasoon Joshi-On 26/11 ;Mumbai attack-A Hurt,Regretful,Indian-

Mumbai Attack

Who is the Culprit??ARE WE OUR SELF THE CULPRIT !******This Pause means I wanna give my countrymen some time to think, think before they just begin another day of their life.The catastrophe has moved me and I know I am responsible for the time my people have to witness in their lives.Its time when we all need to stand together against this,its time not for resignation its time for Action,its time for reassessment of the flaw that is within us.Are we our self culprit of bringing such a fate of this nation???Right from the Malegaon blasts or Jaipur blasts or Ahmedabad blasts,The sixth sense was itching high to smell such fate of nation which we are facing today.I sincerely believe our forces are well equipped to combat every fight but why do we need to combat if we could pervade the situation from being one which is raising its head now.We need to bring a change within us.To feel our self secure and independent,I genuinely believe its the sole discretion of the individual to feel independently secure.So if today the nation is urging its security,I want you all to re assess if the present fate is brought by us only.we need to stand together in our opinions & stand together for a purpose.So what are we waiting for??A leader to come! The leader whom u elect by vote.wherein you search for the least corrupt person,Least in genuine among the heard of those with fluke promises.You yourself are the leader.You have to take the initiative.Stop corrupting yourself.Why u blame ministers to be corrupt,why do u go to ministers for favours for wrong things to hide sins you have committed,why do u offer bribe to TTE to get a seat in Train,Why are you not so generous in offering some respite to the common man standing near you,Why do we not care of our surroundings to be clean,why don't we care not to throw and dump unnecessary garbage into drains to convert them into blogged lobbies only to flood or overflow in heavy downpour, why we as contractors as sheer greed of saving some more money supply Cheap and in efficient things to each and every department of ministry be it irrigation,be it building roads,dams and bridges that collapse as seem many times in Delhi and Bangalore in course of its construction itself let alone think about next 20 years for them to sustain.Be it military(the cheap bullet proof jackets in news recently).These are mere few examples of how we deviate or part eyes from our responsibilities and next is how all this support terrorism to grow raise its ugly head.Why do we assume ways of shortcuts for money by smuggling goods off the shore of Mumbai,when I saw pictures of Mumbai earlier around TAJ.I always used to question myself,who would be looking after the people who would be coming through this way and how easy it is for anyone to cross man and machine easily through this passage which is enjoying the same liberty of movement when VASCO DE GAMA and Portugues entered mumbai through this passage long back in time,then why do people have a mad race for Visas and other formalities to leave for other country.As every now and then I used to hear news that lots of smuggled goods come from Sea way in Mumbai port,that is the key what terrorists found if they can smuggle Diesel,Luxury accessories then why not weapons for destruction of Mumbai also.

And gimme a pause where do the money for all this come form.?? Who Finance this terror.Read this and analyse.This truth is indeed mind boggling.It comes from you! yes,u give them money for the purpose..wanna know how ...Read this....

Tirupati, Dagdusheth, siddhivinayak, shirdi , Vaishno devi trust.. are just the few to name big trusts who recieve enormous money every year in name of religion from FOOLISH POOR Indians, people believe in secret donations...where in Millions Of rupees donated every year to these places,They are directly or indirectly the money of TRUST,the owner of trust,some mathadhish, sadhu sant, Sadhvi Pragya,Dayand pandy or Amritanand kind of people, of this tonnes of rupees even a handful is enough to finance terror in international terrorism network........ this is just one part.

People attending Rave parties and consuming DRUGS and Liquor and all what not , where do the drugs come from,ultimate Pakistan where it is grown in abundance or from ARAB countries, which is house to real terrorism the world is facing today, All thanks to the Potential drug market they have found in our country to sell their drugs to vandalise our folks and to finance their terrorism acts and not going very far metropolitan I am a eye witness to these products being sold and consumed openly even in smallest of Indian towns, small and big universities and colleges.

The bollywood people sending RANSOM for survival in terror of Dawood in Mumbai in sum of Crores.And I don't think anyone would ever suspect the possible links of Dawood and other terrorist organizations.Its Industrialists and corporates who endorse heavily to these stars for minimal product advertisements and these people find it very easy to extract money from weak stars,who feel it better to throw easily earned money than to take step against it who are already troubled by media and the industry life...

All I wanna say is:

IT'S WE WHO HAVE MADE OUR NATION CRIPPLED BEFORE TERRORISM BY OUT OWN CLUMSY ACTS AND WE MUST START CHANGING OUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS INDEPENDENCE AND SELF SECURITY.